Sunday, January 27, 2013

last night was a blast!

happy birthday to the sexiest milf i know.
had the bottles flowing for the freeeeeee. ; ))

....for richer or richer.

Thursday, January 24, 2013

i'm pooped.
like literally exhausted.
been working out super crazy, been studying super hard.
like i'm exhausted. and drained.
it suucks.
and i havent been blogging cause i've been so busy.
it sucks balls.
i'm talking to alvin.... on facebook.
he makes me happy. still.
idkkkk. its weird.
like i'm so drained right now, i cant even see straight. 
ya'll pray for me.

Friday, January 18, 2013

fuck what you heard, pussy is power.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

i want to sell drugs for a week.
just cause...
i've been listening to channel orange on repeat for the past 2 days..
i hate to say it, cause its so cliche, but it really gets me in my feelings!
not like all these simple minded people that listen to Drake and start boo hooing, but it makes me wonder, it makes me think.
it evokes feelings in me and i dont understand where they come from..
its weird.
i wonder a lot lately.
about life.
i feel like i'm in a bubble, and the only way for me to get out of the bubble is to literally get out of the bubble.
it all makes sense in my head....
uhmmm like, i feel constrained, but i'm not really constrained, i can do whatever i want, but i think i cant..
like i'm putting limitations on myself, that i dont really have to, because i dont have to limit myself to anything cause this is a free world..
like i'm confused between reality and fantasy.
either one i could pursue but my mind is telling me to be realistic, stick to reality..
but fantasy is just a will away...

Saturday, January 5, 2013

omg!! i found it! if you know me you know i love saying this! i love this book.

my parents wont let me go back to my apartment.
likeeeeeee how old am i??
i'm 21, i'm grown!
i should be able to go and come as I please.
but james is at his apartment, my sisters go back to school on monday, even though i start on the 14th, i'm no longer needed in my house! i need to get out of here!
like its killing me!
lol. i  didnt even bring enough clothes.
and i miss going to the gym and staying up till 4am watching tv.
and being able to go and come as I please....
like i need my freedom. i'm seriously gonna go crazy.
one more week here will kill me!!
ok it wont, but damn i miss my apartment. 
i've been at my parents house basically the whole break, whereas my brother came one day before christmas and left the day after christmas, came to church service for new years then went back to his apartment that same day!
its not fair.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

my bucketlist for 2013.

  • go to atleast 5 rockets games.
  • go skydiving.
  • go to atleast 3 concerts.
  • dine and dash.
  • run in a marathon.

it was hard for me to come up with a list this year, cause in reality, everything i want to do I just do it, lol but I'm a firm believer in setting goals, and planning and all that crap. 
so this is what i have so far.
and i really want to put travel on there, but a nigga like me aint got no job, so that wouldnt be very realistic, monetary wise, but I do plan on going to Howard's homecoming && Vegas for Alodie's 21st.
2013 is gonna be a good year!
I told myself, I was gonna force.
and by force I mean FORCE.
these past years, I've been very... how do I put this.. reserved, out of the limelight..
it was cool for awhile, but now I'm ready to reclaim my seat on the throne.
I'm gassing, but ya'll see where I'm going with this.
donnn beleaaa meh juhhh watch!

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

my old friends feel like exs..

the type that only want you back when they see youre living, just fine and dandy without them.
flattering really, but its annoying as shit.
i'm kind of like a one strike and youre out of there kinda person.
idk how to be fake..
i cant, i wont let myself.
i just pull away.
i dont like confrontation.
especially if it isnt necessary.
....that dont mean i wont hop out there though, cause I will. lol.
i'm trying to not take people so seriously, cause at the end of the day everyone is a bullshitter.
these hoes only love me cause I got pizzazz.
i dont blame 'em.