its so weird cause i just feeling like this the other day!!!
like its crazyyyyy, even laughable really.. but i have a fear that one will marry me.
its a horrible anxiety i get even thinking about it!
my parents met each other when they were 17 && have been together ever since...
i'll be 21 in november && i have no prospects.
i dont know man... on the cool i'm calmly flipping out just writing this.
i know "i'm only 20.... i'm young.... my time will come..." i've heard it all before && then some but it still worries me from time to time.
i really think i'm psychotic. i need to see a therapist.