is not the life i aspire to have..
the choices i've made, are the choices that will determine my future.
my loyalty in life is to no one but myself.
No one is a necessity, only space/time fillers.
"making it" in the world is not my priority,
.. finding my happiness is.
in the wee hours of the morning, i was up && bored.
i pulled out my secret stash of vodka && started writing...
that is a little snipet of a poem i wrote.
its called "the things that surface when i'm drunk."