you left us. so abruptly.
smh, you were so talented, so nice, your future was already set.
but you left us this morning.
when i found out i didnt believe it.
i couldnt, but you were so blessed and highly favored that God decided you were too good for this world.
i just cant believe your gone.
we were cool since our C.O.P days.
you were always tall && funny looking, && your suits were always too small.
ahahha. we used to play tagged after church && run around senseless.
then your aunt married my uncle, making you my family.
i just cant cant believe it!
i havent cried so much in a long time. i'm trying to stop because i know your better off, but guilt is in my heart.
i went to prom yesterday too. alot of crazy stuff happened.
my parents didnt even know where i was, they thought i was in austin this weekend.
my heart is real heavy right now. that couldve been me.
i could've gotten into a car wreck last night too.
you had so much ahead of you, you had soooo much ahead of you.
lord, please take care of him! i know you will.
i remember the last time you came to my house.
probably a few years ago, && we hadnt seen each other in a long time, && you just sat in the tv room legs all sprawled out over the carpet.
&& it was awkward at first cause we didnt know what to say to each other but when we did start talking, we couldnt stop laughing. man, you were such a cool ass dude.
then i remember when it was the Travis v. Bellaire play off game.
&& everyone from Travis was like "Tobiii, Tobiiiiiii!" to distract you && saying "tobi you suckkkkk." lol.
i would be like "hey, not too much!! you know thats my cousin right??"
lol. then 2 weeks ago at baby esther's birthday party, i was hanging with your parents at uncle sam's house.
we we're watching the playoffs && your daddy was so into it.
we started talking about where i'm going to next year, && then we talked about you.
i could tell in his eyes he was proud, the way he talked about you, was so overjoyed.
man, you'll be greatly missed.
i cant stand to think of how your parents are mourning now.
you were the only child, && you left your parents all alone.
:'(( tobiiiii?? why tobi??
we were supposed to go to a&m together && you were supposed to hook me up with one of your basketball teammates.
lol. you didnt know about that plan, but i was cooking it up.
but God is God for a reason. i know he took you to show me && everyone else how short life could be.
&& that even the most talented, blessed, "aggiebound" people could be taken way.
you will forever be in my heart TOBI, i love you.
Rest In Perfect Peace.