Friday, January 29, 2010

DECAAAA.


BACK FROM MY DECA TRIP!!!!
IT WAS REALLY FUN!!!
2 DAYS 1 NIGHT AT THE GALLERIA?!
ITS LIKE ECSTASY...
I SHOPPED. BRO... DID I SHOP.
&& YOU KNOW EVERYTHING I BOUGHT WAS ON SALE!
URBAN WAS HAVING A SALE && CHARLOTTE ROUSSE WAS HAVING A MASSIVE SALE!!!!
I GOT THIS CUTEEEE SHIRT FOR $2.50!!!!
I'VE NEVER EVER SPENT THAT MUCH ON CLOTHES, EVER!!!
I WAS SO HAPPY!
I WISH I WAS SKINNY CUZ THEY HAD SO MUCH CUTE STUFF!!!
I WAS JUST GONNA BUY IT CUZ IT WAS ON SALE. LOL.
BUT I THOUGHT TWICE.
LIKE THIS SUPER CUTE HALTER DRESS FOR $7!
I WAS IN AWEEE.
THE DANCE WAS WIDE!
NOT ENOUGH NIGGAS THOUGH!!!
I ONLY ROLLED ONE DUDE UP!!!!
CUZ ALL THE NIGGAS WAS DANCING WITH WHITE GIRLS!!!
SMH.
ME && MY GIRLS HAD FUN THOUGH!
3 WEEKS TILL STATE!!!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

MY SOULMATE.


SMH... DRAKE.

AH AH?!
WHY NOW???
I LOVEEEE ME SOME DRAKE.
HE'S ON THE CUTE SIDE BUT WHAT HE RAPS IS REAL.
I MEAN, WHAT HE USED TO RAP.
I USED LOVE HIM BEFORE HE GOT BIG.
BACK BACK BACK TO "ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT."
NOW HE'S STILL GOOD BUT HE RAPS ABOUT NONSENSE.
TURNED INTO A MINI WAYNE!
I MEAN... UGH!!!
THIS IS A DIRECT QUOTE, "I LOVE TO SEE MY YOUNG BLACK WOMEN INDEPENDANT && EDUCATED, NOT POPPING THEIR BOOTIES IN MUSIC VIDEOS."
SMH... HAVE YOU SEEN BEST I EVER HAD??
ITS LIKE WHEN PEOPLE GET MONEY SHOVED IN THEIR FACE, THEY LOSE ALL THEIR MORALS.
BUT I LOVE HIM NONETHELESS.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

SO ROUGH!

SO I GOT MY NAILS DONE TODAY.
NOTHING EXTRAVEGANT, JUST FRENCH TIPS WITH JESUS AIRBRUSHED INTO 2.
THE ASIAN LADY WAS SOOO ROUGH!!!
DAMN!
I DIDNT WANT TO SAY ANYTHING CAUSE IT WAS MY FIRST TIME GOING TO NAIL SALON && I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT.
BUT I'M PRETTY SURE WHEN YOU SEE BLOOD COMING FROM MY SKIN, YOUR SUPPOSED TO STOP.
UGH...
I DIDNT KNOW HOW LONG TO WAIT BEFORE TOUCHING STUFF SO I KINDA SMEARED THE ACRYLLIC.
&& THERE'S SOME ACRYLLIC UNDER MY NAILS && ITS ANNOYING ME CUZ I CANT GET IT OUT!!!!
UGH!!!!
I HAVE TO SHOUT OUT SUGAR DADDY #3, CUZ HE PAID FOR THEM!

ITS PRETTY EVIDENT.




SMH... SOMEONE HAD THE AUDACITY TO ASK ME WHY I THINK I HAVE "GOOD" HAIR.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

P O N D E R.

WHAT'S THE USE OF LIVING IF YOU HAVE NO LIFE??

BYE BYE CURLS. ; )))


Saturday, January 23, 2010

I'VE CRIED SO MUCH, EVEN MY TEARS HURT.

Friday, January 22, 2010

Thursday, January 21, 2010

BE THANKFUL.

ITS SO SAD THAT SOMEONE HAS TO DIE BEFORE I REALLY THANK GOD FOR MY LIFE...
I'M REALLY NOT IN THE MOOD TO GO INTO DETAIL BUT THIS YEAR IS THE YEAR.
JUST BE THANKFUL FOR YOUR LIFE && TRY TO BUILD A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD.

I'M SORTA OF A PSYCHO. AHAHHAHHA.

I WAS JUST READING MY BLOG && REALIZED I HAVE ISSUSES.
AHAHAHHAA. NOT THE REGULAR TYPE OF ISSUSES BUT SOME LIKE DEEP DISTURBED ISSUES.
AHAHAHAHHA.
I KNOW PEOPLE WHO DONT EVEN KNOW ME READ && IF YOU HAVENT MET ME, I MIGHT SOUND LIKE A. . .
LOL. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE MYSELF!
AHAHAHHAHA. THIS IS REALLY AMUSING.

I PROMISE I'M NOT A PSYCHO.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

#2


HE GAVE ME HIS BRACELET...
 && I PROMISED TO NEVER TAKE IT OFF.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

SO I HAVE A CRUSH.

2 TO BE INFACT.
LOL. DAMN... I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO BLOG ABOUT THIS...
I'M BEGINNING TO THINK LOVE IS A SIGN OF WEAKNESS.
BUT THATS FOR ANOTHER DAY.
ANYWAY I HAVE 2 CRUSHES.
OH LORD...
 ITS JUAT A CRUSH. NOTHING SERIOUS, SO DONT DIE.

ANYWAY THE FIRST BOY.
HE'S OHKAY... LOOKS && DRESSING WISE.
BUT HE HAS AN ALMOST FANTASTIC PERSONALITY.
HE'S SO FUNNY.
BEFORE HE EVEN SAYS ANYTHING, I JUST SEE HIM && START LAUGHING.
I'VE BEEN TRYNA FIGHT IT, FOR AWHILE NOW...
BUT I JUST CANT. LOL.

&& THE SECOND IS A NEW ONE...
OH LORD X2.
I'M NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO LIKE THIS DUDE.
HE TALKED TO MY FRIEND... BROKE HER LIL HEART.
BUT DAMN... UGH. WHO KNEW BEHIND ALL THAT THERE WAS AN ACTUAL PERSON IN THERE.
&& HE GOT $$$!  ; )))
I SECRETLY THINK HE A DRUGDEALER...
ISNT THAT A CUTE COUPLE??
A DRUGDEALER && A PROSTITUTE?!
HMMM... MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN!

OOVOO. <3.


WAS AT DAMI HOUSE YESTERDAY && WE WAS ON OOVOO.
I NOW SEE WHAT THE HYPE IS ABOUT...
I NEED A LAPTOP QUICK!

I GUESS ITS JUST LIFE...

DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD, KNOW EVERYONE IN THE WORLD, FROM THE OUTSIDE YOUR LIFE LOOKS KINDA GREAT...
BUT ON THE INSIDE YOU FEEL SO ALONE??

ITS A PHASE THAT I GO THROUGH EVERY NOW && AGAIN...
I BUY THINGS TO MAKE ME HAPPY, I KEEP FUN COMPANY TO KEEP ME SMILING.
BUT ON THE INSIDE, I FEEL LIKE AN EMPTY BARREL.
MY DAD ONCE TOLD ME, "THE EMPTIEST BARREL MAKES THE LOUDEST NOISE."
&& IF YOU KNOW ME, I'M PRETTY LOUD. LOL.
BUT I DONT WANNA BE AN EMPTY BARREL...
IDK.
AFTER AWHILE EVERYTHING GETS TIRING.
THE PEOPLE, THE CLOTHES, NOT REALLY THE MONEY.
BUT HEY, THATS JUST ME.
ITS LIKE LIFE IS LIVED OUT IN STAGES.
&& I AM SO OVER WITH THIS STAGE!
I THOUGHT I FOUND MYSELF... KNEW WHO I REALLY WAS, BUT TIMES LIKE THIS I GET DOUBTFUL.
MY PARENTS SAY I GO WHEREVER THE WIND BLOWS...
BUT WTF TO THEY KNOW??
THEY DONT EVEN KNOW ME!!!
I'M LIKE A STRANGER IN MY OWN HOUSE!
YOU WOULD THINK THEY WOULD NOTICE ALL THE SHIT I'VE BEEN BUYING WITH THE $$$ I GOT FROM TRICKING...
&& THESE ARE NOT LIKE 1 OR 2 SHIRTS FROM THE MALL.
BRAND NEW SHOES, JEANS, PURSES.
THESE PEOPLE ARE OBLIVIOUS TO ME!!!
AHHAHAHAA. BUT ITS KINDA GOOD THOUGH.
I GUESS...
I'M SOOO MATERIALISTIC
I USED TO THINK THAT SHIT WAS CUTE...
ITS JUST MAKES ME SEEM MORE EMPTY.
I'LL WORK ON IT.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

SO JUST STEP.

EVEN THE LONGEST JOURNEY BEGAN WITH ONE STEP.

DONE THIS ONE TOO MANY TIMES.




. . .NOW I WANT IT BACK.

Friday, January 15, 2010

UGH!!!!! I AM SOOO PISSED!


SO BASICALLY I'VE BEEN DYING TO GET THIS POLO.
I'VE BEEN SAVING UP MY MONEY SINCE DECEMBER CUZ I HAVE TO DO SOME MAJOR SHOPPING AT THE GALLERIA IN 2 WEEKS...
BUT I REALLY WANTED THIS ONE... IT WAS ON SALE, FOR A REALLY GOOD  FANTASTIC PRICE!
BUT WITH SHIPPING && HANDLING IT WOULD BE ANOTHER $10.
I DID EVERYTHING I COULD...
TRIED TO GET OTHER PEOPLE TO BUY STUFF TOO SO WE CAN SPLIT THE SHIPPING, TRIED TO HUSTLE UP SOME  MONEY, EVEN BEGGED DARON TO BUY IT FOR ME...
NO SUCH LUCK...
THEN TODAY... SMH.
I GET A EMAIL FOR FREE SHIPPING.
I WAS TOO HAPPY!!!
THEN I WENT TO GO MAKE MY PURCHASE, TELL ME WHY THEY DONT HAVE THAT HOE ANYMORE!!!
I WAS TOO PISSED!!!

BUT HERES A COUPON CODE FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS  FREE SHIPPING FROM RALPHLAUREN.COM/POLO.COM

Thursday, January 14, 2010

ABOUT TO TAKE MATTERS IN MY OWN HANDS...

WALE IS TAING TO LONG. : ?
UGH... I HATE FEELING THIS WAY CAUSE STUPID THINGS USUALLY FOLLOW.
WE'LL SEE...

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

RIHANNA, RIHANNA, RIHANNA...


I GUESS SHE GOT TIRED OF BEING A "BAD GIRL."

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

FACEBOOK IS GETTING OUT OF HAND...

SO THERE'S THIS NEW THING, KINDA LIKE THE HONESTY BOX BUT ITS POSTS THE RESULTS ON YOUR WALL.
SMH... WHOSE THE GENIUS THAT CAME UP WITH THAT??
IT WAS FUN AT FIRST, SEEING EVERYBODY'S QUESTIONS && ANSWERS.
BUT YESTERDAY PEOPLE STARTED GETTING OUT OF LINE!!!!!
BEING SO DAMN RUDE, PUTTING PEOPLE ON BLAST!! NOT EVEN IN A FUNNY WAY...
&& THE SAD THING IS WHEN YOU THINK OF IT IS YOUR "FRIENDS" THATS SAYING ALL THAT NONSENSE...
I GOT ASKED SOME QUESTIONS, GOT INSULTED, GOT MADE FUN.
BUT HONESTLY I COULD CARELESS!
ACTUALLY I TAKE THAT BACK CUZ IF I DIDNT CARE I WOULDNT BE WRITING A POST ABOUT IT..
I JUST DONT DWELL ON THAT KIND OF STUFF.
I'VE HEARD EVERY DISS IN THE BOOK!!
FROM MY HAIR, TO MY WEIGHT, TO MY SKIN...
LIKE THAT SHIT DOESNT BOTHER ME ANYMORE...
&& THEN SOMEONE CALLED ME "RALPH LAUREN SLUT."
YOU'VE OBVIOUSLY GOT A COMPLEX.
AHAHHAHAHAAA. I WEAR RALPH CUZ I WANT TOO. I DONT FLAUNT THAT SHIT.
I JUST WEAR IT... BUT HEY IF THAT BOTHERS YOU... TAKE IT UP TO JESUS.

DAMN... I HOPE THE SAME PEOPLE TALKING SHIT ARENT SMILING IN MY FACE.
LOL!! WHAT AM I SAYING?? OF COURSE ITS THE SAME PEOPLE... THATS SAD.
CAUSE TRUST IF I HAD A PROBLEM WITH ANYONE I WOULD DO THEM THE COURTESY && TAKE IT UP WITH THEM...
I HATE PEOPLE THAT THINK THEY BIG && BAD, BUT DO ANONYMOUS SHIT.
I DONT THINK I'M BIG && BAD... I JUST HANDLE MY SHIT.
PLEASE... THIS A PSA TO EVERYONE IF YOU DONT LIKE TAKE IT UP TO JESUS CAUSE I REALLY DONT CARE.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

ANOTHER SUNDAY...


SO I'M HERE CONTEMPLATING ON WHETHER OR NOT TO GO TO CHURCH.
LIKE YA'LL DONT UNDERSTAND AT ALL!!!
I CANT STAND MY CHURCH!
&& I TRIED TO LEAVE, EVEN SNICK OUT OF MY CHURCH TO GO TO ANOTHER ONE...
BUT MY PARENTS WEREN'T HAVING IT.
AS USUAL.
UGH...
ITS SOOOO BAD!!!
LIKE HOW DO YOU GO TO CHURCH && NOT LEARN ANYTHING?!
ALL THEY DO IS YELL && TELL PEOPLE TO SHUT UP.
THIS IS THE AGE WHERE I SHOULD REALLY BE SOAKING UP EVERYTHING, LEARNING AS MUCH AS I CAN BEFORE I GO OUT INTO THE WORLD...
SO I'LL HAVE MORALS, && VALUES && BE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD && THE SALT OF THE EARTH.
BUT HOW CAN I DO THAT WHEN I KNOW NOTHING??
WELL HONESTLY, I CANT BLAME IT ALL ON MY CHURCH CUZ I HAVE A BIBLE && I'M LITERATE...
BUT THEM, THEY MAKE ME WANNA RUN AS FAR AWAY FROM THE CHURCH AS I CAN!
UGH!!!!
ITS REALLY FRUSTRATING.
MY CHURCH IS A JOKE/HOTMESS/FASHION SHOW/CLUB ON A SUNDAY/JERRY SPRINGER.
ANYONE THATS GOES OR HAS BEEN TO MY CHURCH KNOWS THAT THIS IS THE TRUTH.
I KNOW THAT EVERYBODY IS NOT ALWAYS GONNA GET ALONG && THAT ANYWHERE YOU GO THEY'LL BE MESS...
BUT WHY IS MY CHURCH ALL ABOUT THAT.
WHOSE BEEFING WITH WHO.
WHO GO OUT WITH WHO.
WHY SOMEONE WAS TALKING DOWN.
WHAT SHE GOT ON.
STUPID SHIT LIKE THAT!
LIKE UGH!!!!
LEARN THE FUCKING WORD!!!
LOL. I CURSE WHEN I'M UPSET.
I DONT EXPECT EVERYONE TO BE HOLIER THAN THOUGH... THATS NOT WHAT I'M SAYING AT ALL.
BUT ATLEAST TRY!
DANG CAN YOU BELIEVE THEY EVEN CURSE IN CHURCH??
JUST TALKING TO EACH OTHER THEY BE CURSING... LIKE HAVE RESPECT FOR GOD.
BUT NONE OF THIS REALLY MATTERS.
IMMA GO... REAL LATE.
I HAVE TO MAKE MY
APPEARANCE.
ISNT THAT SAD??
THAT I THINK OF CHURCH AS AN APPEARANCE??


Friday, January 8, 2010

YAY!!! I'VE MADE 200 POSTS.

&& I HAVE A NEW FOLLOWER.
I'M PRETTY SURE ITS JED.
I NEVER FOUND OUT WHO PREMIUM FILTH WAS...
ANYDAY NOW GUY.

&& THIS IS NOT WHERE I BELONG

ITS JUST A TEMPORARY PLACE I'VE BEEN IN TOO LONG.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

I FEEL COMPELLED TO CHANGE UP MY BLOG...

BUT I'M TOO LAZY TO SO I DONT THINK THATS GONNA HAPPEN.
5 MONTHS.
5 MORE MONTHS.
I'M EXCITED, NERVOUS, && A BIT SCARED.
I WANNA GET OUTTA HIGH SCHOOL.
BAD.
BUT ITS JUST LIKE I DONT KNOW WHATS GONNA HAPPEN NEXT.
LIKE HOW IS MY LIFE GONNA BE WHEN I DONT HAVE PEOPLE PUSHING ME && HOLDING MY HAND THROUGH EVERYTHING??
THATS WHAT I'M SCARED OF.
CAUSE PERSONALLY, I KNOW THAT IF I DONT WANNA DO STUFF I WONT OR WILL WAIT UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE TO DO IT.
IDK...
I CAN ALMOST TASTE THE FREEDOM...
ITS GONNA BE HARD FOR ME THOUGH...
HOPEFULLY THESE MONTHS WONT GO BY TOO FAST.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

SO ME && MY SOULMATE WALE ARE FINDING EACH OTHER "MEN FRIENDS."

I NEED TO GET A MAC.

LOL.

MAC DADDY MCFLY!!!!
AHAHHAHAA.
ITS ONLY FUNNY WHEN YOU SAY IT IN AN AFRICAN ACCENT.
LOL... WELL TO ME IT IS.
NOTHING REALLY TO BLOG ABOUT TODAY EXCEPT SENIORITIS!!!!
DAMN I GOT SENIORITIS BADDD!
I JUST CONTRACTED IT...
ITS JUST CAUSE I'M SO DAMN LAZY.
OMG!!!!! GOOD NEWS!!!!!
SO TELL ME WHY I HAVE 7TH PERIOD OFF NOW!!!
OMG!!!!!
I FEEL SO LIBERATED!
I GOT HOME AT 1:57 YESTERDAY!
1:57!!!!!
I HAD SO MUCH TIME I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT!
SO NATURALLY I WENT TO SLEEP.
AHAAHHAHAA.
BUT I'M GONNA PICK UP ANOTHER  CLASS...
ITS NO USE OF HAVING OFF CAMPUS IF YOU DONT DRIVE...
HOPEFULLY THEY WONT HAVE TO CHANGE MY WHOLE SCHEDULE AROUND.

Friday, January 1, 2010

STORY OF MY LIFE.

"FOR A PERSON WITH HUGE BOOBS, YOU HAVE NO BUTT."
-NOELLA